Monday, April 21, 2008

.friends.

I must say I am the luckiest girl in the world when it comes to friends.
Yea I've had problems with 'friends' before but I've come to realize they weren't my TRUE friends.
It doesn't matter how often you all talk-all that matters is that you know and they know that no matter what they will have your back and you will have theirs. I am blessed to have the good friends that I do have and I love them all tremendously.
I'm not gonna lie either my friends are about to be doing big things in the world..and I cannot wait to see all the success that is about to happen to them. It is so exciting and whats even more exciting is the fact that I am able to say.."Thats my friend!"..LOL!
We all doing wonderful things and its just amazing to see how much we have all grown...but yet when we get together it is like nothing has changed...
*sigh* what a wonderful feeling that is...

***SHOUT OUTZ***
-Alexis
-Jerlicia
-Shawndra
-Kamilah
-Amelia
-DBrad
-Nesha
-Courtney
-Lucius
-Nick
-Matt
-Dani B.
-Monique

I love ya'll to death and thats real talk!
xoxo
♥mercie™



Sunday, April 13, 2008

jus some food for thought...

i saw this on a friend of mine's pg on facebook and i thought it was quite interesting..
i think he called it the irony's of love...check it out..

"Loving the right person at the wrong time... having the wrong person when the time is right... and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. Sometimes you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you... you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, letting go is one way of expressing how much they love a person. Some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love... Love is always present... It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little. As we all know that the heart is the center of the body, but it beats on the left... Maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love, but to only discover that for them, we are just for passing time while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. Let go when you're hurting too much... Give up when love just ISN'T enough... And move on when things are not like before. It's certain... there IS someone out there WHO WILL LOVE YOU EVEN MORE..."

soo tru
♥mercie™

Thursday, April 10, 2008

the weather


since sunday it has been sooo gloomy in hampton...
no sun..no warmth..jus cold, wet drizzly, overcast...
today the sun finally came back out and it just made me feel like a brand new person...

I'm no longer upset about my past situation with the guy..
I saw him today..flashed him a smile, gave him a hug made small talk and kept it moving..
no animosity over here((anymore..lol))..
the weather just gave me a whole new perspective...
even tho life gets gloomy the sun does come out again...
and thats one thing that is constant in this crazy world we live in...

there is no reason for me to remain upset at that guy...
he made the choices he made and yea it was kinda messed up but that will be on his heart not mine...because I kno that I did the best I could...
friends? sure why not? what happened is in the past..no reason to dwell on it..ive learned a lesson from it..now its time to move on..
would i give him another chance..maybe..he would have to come with his A++++ game..lol..he would have to let me know that history would not repeat itself...and if he could successfully do that..then sure why not..

everything happens for a reason...
I no longer question why me because I kno that God has something GREAT in store for me..
so I will continue to charge it to the game and keep it moving..((i just hope my card doesn't max out..lol))

♥mercie™